Exam

Today finally hang in my last assignment to the door of the lecturer! yesterday i try to study for the commercial law! but for the whole day is still in the same page!! i really don't understand!! and in need to memories all of the case to each section!! OMG i hate to memories! help me pls!! i don't want take commercial law again!!
recently both of the piggies are so happy and blissful! i feel their blissful also although our distance is the ocean that with one week ship time and 3 hours flight time!! haha!! but sometime i really fed up with their efficiency , i just tell one of them about something, the continue seconds i will receive the message from other!! can u guys imagine how often that they " communicate" haha!! i think the one week of their communicate is already equals to what i have communicate with john!
That day i have went out with him for a movie and just have a window shopping!! but the feel is so weird!! i try to talk to him regarding to the problem that i think is a problem!! but the time and the place is not the right!! this cause me don't have the mood to talk to him also!! even in the book shop he looking on his magazine i was reading my books at other side of the bookshop!! my heart is just bleeding on the whole day!! untill my friends came.. he talks to her much more than me!! i really not understand why will like that!! i just know to run run run~~ run away from the fact!!
He said that my message sometime will make him feel troublesome so i was deleting his no to avoid i suddenly wish to sms him! because i cna't even remember his no!! a couple act untill like us!! i just feel so hurt!!
i was doing a feng shui test just now!! and the thingy said that my lovelife will blosoom very soon!! but it was a relationship that not long lasting but i will remember it for forever!! what did this mean??
my mom still in hospital now~ i don't know what happen!! i just know that if i din't call bck to my mom!! i will just be ignoring from this case untill maybe one day they said!! eh u know o not~~ mom have hospitalize before~~ then i will end the conversation with!! ya kah!! why nobody inform me de? are i still belongs to this family??