another piece~

To dirty,
I have to admit that, our lives are getting more and more stressful. I understand how you feel. No doubt, me too facing problems in my studies. Although my course seems to be easy for others, but it is actually not. People do think that: ya..Literature is just studying stories, poems, plays and what else? Ya..I had to admit that we do study these. But it is not merely study. We need to interpret what is the meaning behind the stories, poems and play. We need to dissect the stories, the characters, plot and etc. My lecturer once told us that we are actually doing forensic. Not only literature, we are also majoring in English language which leads us to linguistic. The diagrams, symbols all are like chemistry. Fainted when we first expose to these. In contrary to you, I might feel a bit better than you as yours is more professional and everyone knows you are the top student of FOE. This indirectly is an act of putting more rocks on your shoulder. But, as you told me, just do your very best, that is good enough.

To Lazy,
Regarding the relationship between you and him, I do not know what to say. As I do not really know how is the situation. But one thing, during exams, test, presentation and stuff like that, he not contacting you is quite reasonable I guess. As I think you also do not want to contact him during these moment. Let's put yourself in his shoes, I think you also do not want him to disturb you during these time? He might not be the type you want, however, try to think, do you want a BF who always want you to stick to him? During studies, dates maybe part of relationship concerned. But, still we as students not only dates right? We still got our own stuffs to settle. Like you, when you are extremely busy, do you hope that he restricted you from those activities? Do you hope that, you ought to give him a SMS every second when you are extremely busy? I think, both of you are just giving each other a pretty enough space.