gLooMy~

Hmm..Dearie Dearie..They just don't wanna make u worry about ur mom la..Last time, i oso dunno my dad de eye so serious until i MSN with my bro , i saw his personal msg saying that he very worry about dad. Then only i know de. My parents never tell me all these de. My feeling was akin to urs. Those days I was like no mood to study at all..Once i know, i rush back..Wah..I saw my dad de eye only know is such serious. U know when i coming back to uni, I tell myself not to cry in front of my dad. If not he will even more worry about me and his eye. But i failed~ My tears was dripping like crazy. I really don't feel like coming back to uni. Even once i came back, I keep calling home n ask how was it how was it. My bro and I really got no mood to study at all. But somehow, we should have understand that, they will be more concern on our studies and future compared to their own thingy. For example, if i have hospitalized for 1 week, i also wont purposely call back and tell my parents about it until they call me la..Whats the purpose? I just dowanna make them worry for no purpose. Right?? In their eyes, they think those are minor minor thingy. So, don't take it so serious ya...Guai guai~

Ehem~ I need to clarify about the communication thingy. Hmm..We were discussing about this ma. So thats why lo~Ehem~ Back to my main topic~ U n John~ Just give both of u sometime lo. Both of u de problem not built up in one-day time de. So, u will need more time to solve it. Dont worry ok? I will be there for u de...Hehehe..Haih..

Today, Hubungan Etnik to go~ After this, 2 more paper to go..Hmm..Dunno why..so moody...Plus heavy rain outside..made me so gloomy..Hmm..Kinda very abnormal during my exam weeks. Haih..Can make me feel moody without any reason..Arghh..I m going to burst. I want to go home. I miss my home sweet home so much~ T.T

Exam

Today finally hang in my last assignment to the door of the lecturer! yesterday i try to study for the commercial law! but for the whole day is still in the same page!! i really don't understand!! and in need to memories all of the case to each section!! OMG i hate to memories! help me pls!! i don't want take commercial law again!!
recently both of the piggies are so happy and blissful! i feel their blissful also although our distance is the ocean that with one week ship time and 3 hours flight time!! haha!! but sometime i really fed up with their efficiency , i just tell one of them about something, the continue seconds i will receive the message from other!! can u guys imagine how often that they " communicate" haha!! i think the one week of their communicate is already equals to what i have communicate with john!
That day i have went out with him for a movie and just have a window shopping!! but the feel is so weird!! i try to talk to him regarding to the problem that i think is a problem!! but the time and the place is not the right!! this cause me don't have the mood to talk to him also!! even in the book shop he looking on his magazine i was reading my books at other side of the bookshop!! my heart is just bleeding on the whole day!! untill my friends came.. he talks to her much more than me!! i really not understand why will like that!! i just know to run run run~~ run away from the fact!!
He said that my message sometime will make him feel troublesome so i was deleting his no to avoid i suddenly wish to sms him! because i cna't even remember his no!! a couple act untill like us!! i just feel so hurt!!
i was doing a feng shui test just now!! and the thingy said that my lovelife will blosoom very soon!! but it was a relationship that not long lasting but i will remember it for forever!! what did this mean??
my mom still in hospital now~ i don't know what happen!! i just know that if i din't call bck to my mom!! i will just be ignoring from this case untill maybe one day they said!! eh u know o not~~ mom have hospitalize before~~ then i will end the conversation with!! ya kah!! why nobody inform me de? are i still belongs to this family??

tEnsE~~~

Woohoo~ Finished my HET 123 paper yesterday. Hmm.. Feel a lot better. All of us have been tense over this paper since the beginning of this sem. Days before this paper, really not feeling very well. Now a lot better. Hmmm...3 papers to go. After this week, there will be only 1 paper. HXE 110. I have to memorize the poems. Arghh..How many poems you guys know? Not a lot..10 only ma~!!!!! Argghhh!!! This is what our lecturers tell us. 1 lecturer 2 poems, and the other got 8~~~~Arghh...10 10 10 10 10....I afraid I would mixed up all the lines from different poems~Hehehe.. I very poor in memorising...Arghhh~! Who says literature is easy???!! Stand out please!

Currently I am in the library. Hmm..Paktor-ing with my new bf. Haih..Trying to communicate with 'him'. Arghh...Why must we take hubungan etnik??????? Mr Tan once said: "You all are forced to marry to Add Maths. Before married, you may not like her/him. But after married, you must like her/him. You all must try your very best to fall in love with Add Maths. Cant escape from that. Just accept the fact that you all are married to Add Maths. You may not like Add Maths in Form 4, but you ought to like Add Maths in Form 5. If you still unable to fall in love with Add Maths in Form 5, then you still have to face it day and night during your Form 6~ If you still cant~ You must force yourself to love Add Maths during Uni life~ No escape~ No divorce~"

This is our bible during our Add Maths class~ And now, I am trying my best to change this philosophy in my Hubungan Etnik~ Try only ya~Arghhhh...

Exam exam exam.. Tension~ Getting more and more sot day by day. My dark circles can fight with pandas. Arghhh...I need to visit my consultant -Sky from TFS ad..Arghh..I guess after our last paper, my bunch of friends are going straight to him for solutions~

Oh ya, Lazy~! Don't always go clubbing~! Go clubbing without me how can????????huh????Try to avoid drinking alcoholic drinks so often ok???Btw, I want Long Island~ HeeHEee

+4~

hey hey~ it seems awhile since i post something doesn't it? haha.. well.. many things happen lately~ (u guys know that~). happy happy~ ^^Y . alright~ lets talk about my life in cyberjaya~ hoho.

well... now im promoted to be hall manager. haha.. good news rite? at least for a few days.. hmm.. its all because of Daniel Yeong Chen Yip~ Thanks to him. XD haha.. i bet u all feel sick of him more. haha.. he brought his gf to cyber.. that is why... im the hall manager right now. wakakaka~ both of them ar.. huiyo.. really noisy... talk oso must shout. =.= really cant stand them~ haih.. hope she faster go back. *evil evil~:P

now lets talk about penang thingy~ miss lazy.. how bout you? both of us ok de.. plus naughty wanna shopping oso.. hehe. so deal yea? hope to have your answer soon lo~ haha. haih... i wanna go back taiping~ arrr.... haha.. hope to see u guys soon.. =)

14.04.2009

WooHoo~ It's me again. I m in the library now. Hmm.. Did not sleep at all last night. Due to my sleeping time already over, so I cant sleep at all. Received call from my dear Lazy this morning about 8~ Woohoo~Talked about half and hour on the phone, then I prepared myself to come library.

Yesterday was my first paper o. It was really really terrible. It contains 2 parts. Part A and B. We are suppose to choose 2 questions out of three from each section. Who knows, when we look at the paper, we was like: huh? how come like that. Know why? The part A is from DR Agnes. She very 'special'. Our rule is choose 2 question among the 3. So fine, know what she does? Her part was : Question no. 1, and Question no. 2(a) or 2(b). Means what? We had to answer question no1 for sure. Walau~ Mana ada peraturan ini??????All of us just looked at the questions for 10 mins, you look at me i look at you. So...10 mins gone~ so, we left 2 hours and 50 mins to answer. Then I took another 10 mins to choose questions. So I left 2 hours and 40 mins. How to answer 4 questions with such short duration? Heehee.. Just throw out whatever i know. Wahahahah..Btw, the hall is really very cold. Feel like hibernating during the 2 hours and 40 mins.

Last night~No voice~ Coz Lazy asked me about those stuffs. And I keep telling the same stuffs. And yelled~ Feel weird about those questions. And speechless as well for Lazy keep telling me her 6th sense~Hmm..My roommate was laughing at me. =} Who knows, later, Dirty asking me stuffs like these. Hmm.. I was like thinking what happened to my 2 little piggies..

Arghh.. still got 6 papers to go~ Btw, Aghh..Now i really really hate round round de thingy~!!!!!!!!!!!

another piece~

To dirty,
I have to admit that, our lives are getting more and more stressful. I understand how you feel. No doubt, me too facing problems in my studies. Although my course seems to be easy for others, but it is actually not. People do think that: ya..Literature is just studying stories, poems, plays and what else? Ya..I had to admit that we do study these. But it is not merely study. We need to interpret what is the meaning behind the stories, poems and play. We need to dissect the stories, the characters, plot and etc. My lecturer once told us that we are actually doing forensic. Not only literature, we are also majoring in English language which leads us to linguistic. The diagrams, symbols all are like chemistry. Fainted when we first expose to these. In contrary to you, I might feel a bit better than you as yours is more professional and everyone knows you are the top student of FOE. This indirectly is an act of putting more rocks on your shoulder. But, as you told me, just do your very best, that is good enough.

To Lazy,
Regarding the relationship between you and him, I do not know what to say. As I do not really know how is the situation. But one thing, during exams, test, presentation and stuff like that, he not contacting you is quite reasonable I guess. As I think you also do not want to contact him during these moment. Let's put yourself in his shoes, I think you also do not want him to disturb you during these time? He might not be the type you want, however, try to think, do you want a BF who always want you to stick to him? During studies, dates maybe part of relationship concerned. But, still we as students not only dates right? We still got our own stuffs to settle. Like you, when you are extremely busy, do you hope that he restricted you from those activities? Do you hope that, you ought to give him a SMS every second when you are extremely busy? I think, both of you are just giving each other a pretty enough space.

+3~

good day guys~ haha. 1st of all.. my name is darRyll.. not daryll~~ -.^ take note to whom it may concern~ =P

hmm.. bout wat naughty post today.. yea.. dats true. a baby.. born into this world knowing nothing. slowly... it will learn.. n learn... no matter if its good or bad. yea... dats what we call "stain". either they will become bad or good.. that remains to be seen. but y still there is bad people around while they are pure or what we call "naive" when they are still babies? hmm... is it what people say "there is evil whn there is good" (something like dat~ translate from cantonese~ =/). haha~ it is true... when we look at babies, we admire them. or should i say... we are jealous of them. why is this happening? what naughty say is true. we are more evil than them. we know what they do not. Actually.. who doesn't want a life like a baby? living in this very world without worries and stress? everybody wants it. i myself have to admit it... i prefer a quiet and stress-less life... a life without worries... a life where there is nothing buzzing my brain... that is why i choose New Zealand as the place i want to go. to be frank.. i really like New Zealand very much... A quiet place... serenity... hmmm... who wants to go with me?? haha~ joking~

well... that's all bout babies.. i want to talk a li'll bit about my life.. =) engineering... hmmm... when everybody hear this name, they will "wuuu.... ahhhh.....". but engineering is really not an easy course to take. for me... yea... its okie actually... but.. the level of stress is increasing day by day.. no doubt about that. its really very hard to mantain where u are. one day you are there, the next day, you are not. hmmm... whatever... dont feel like talk much about this. dont worry guys.. im okie oo~ hahahaha.

well.. that is all for today.. hehee... see ya guyz~~ =)

WoOhOo

Ehem..Mr Dirty piggie aka Daryll Ng Kok Leong, do you notice that both your sisters tagged what we wrote with our names?Hmm..

It is rainining heavily outside. I just finished my lunch. Hmm. Just now went my aunt's house to see baby. My cousin sis's new born baby. (sort of new born) Hmm..A new life has been brought to this world. A pretty pure white paper. Slowly, this piece of white paper will be added with dots years by years. These dots are considered as experience? Somehow, I do think that they representing how 'evil' the heart is. Not 'evil' in denotation meaning, but connotatively. Naive is no longer exists in one's soul is considered as 'evil'.

We have grown up. Yet, we are still young to this world. We are still so-called 'naive' to those elders. But when we see babies. How naive we are? We are more evil than they are.

Read a poem about life and death which is i think true enough. Hmm..We can't do anything. Just gambatte~

+2~

hey ther.. wat naughty said is true. dont care bout all those things that disturb u. do ur best in evithing. if they say smtg behind ur back, let it b. be wat u used to b. i noe its hard to do it.... but.. just try.

hmmm.... pressure... stress.... hahahaha... i can feel it from both of u. lazy n naughty. hahaha... finals are near. its normal to feel so. but dont let those pressure to effect u. study like normal. dont study extra just becoz of finals. trust me... u cant understand wat ur reading if u do so. study like normal and evithing will be fine. =)

one more thing... especially to naughty.. dont look backwards. wat pass is already pass. wat important is now. work harder from now on. hehehe.. bout the comfy thingy... i cant help u.. coz im oso in the same situation. hahaha. promise me from wed onwards must study hard yea.

both of u ar... study study oso must take care of urself yea.. whn eat time must eat lo. remember yea.... aiya~ seems like ur bro bcum ngam ngam cham cham le~ i feel like ur big bro. wakakaka~ anyway... gd luck in finals. work hard. after tht u can enjoy urself le~ hehe~ last but not least~ take care urself. =)

A RePly tO lAzy

Dear, just keep it up. It's ok. You still have us.

Although Uni suppose to be a place with innocence. But in the reality, this does not appear. But, we should have to be glad that what we faced in Uni, is just a stepping stone to the corporate world. You will face more betrayal among friends, things that you expected least and many many more. So, you should be tougher when come to these problem. Uni is just a place to train ourselves.

Ya, we cant deny that these ruined our lives, we even feel tired, and sometime speechless. Try to think that, it is just a part and parcel of our life, this make you tougher and happier.

I put our blog as baby steps of piggies just to let each of us pen down the happenings around us. They are all our baby steps to life.

So dear, don't get yourself a miserable life because of them. My embrace is always available for you.

Back In Taiping~

Woohoo~ I am back in Taiping. Means that my study week has started. Hmm..Took 7 subs this sem. Coursemates asking why am I push myself so hard?Heehee..Cause, the final year I will busy more on other things ma. So now clear units first~

Today is the last lecture week for us. I don't know about UMS. I think it should be the same. Arhhh...I hate when this moment comes. Means that I have to face finals~When school reopens, we need to go back to uni earlier. For the AIESEC thingy. We are going to make appointment with the companies. Other than this, our ELS...Planning on doing nitez outside the campus. But this is not as crucial as the first one. Arghh..And Tiong Hua~~

Oh ya~ I was thinking to work in Starbucks~You guys got any suggestion?Hehe..

By the way, I got myself a pair of Nike~ Wahahah..